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Monday, March 14, 2011 | 3/14/2011 08:35:00 PM

Hi all. i am finally done from the IT show and stuff. alright going to put everything i gone through in this blog. i think that instead of losing weight i am still gaining abit of weight. and with less then 1 month to clear my IPPT i am really stress. whats if i dun pass and everyday have to go for RT. and some more i have to study part time. i just find that this few weeks i really take the time to really think. i man ever since i came out from army i really nv really go and think abt what i want. everything is just based on what i feel like doing at the moment of that point only. it was only when my current manager ask me 1 question that really make me think whats isit that i want for my long term. so after a long time of thinkig i decide to stay at M1 and be a full time. moving on i will study my degree part time. after that i will apply for manager position. at least now i got a aim. now only left applicaton and also have to book for IPPT.

I am happy with my new job. everything is in place not like last time. things are in a mess and i am always a victim of office politics. although the distance is quite far, but when u compare eveything together i really enjoyed it. i am also planning to get a HTC incredible s.

Alright now abit of my personal things. when i see the ppl ard me being attached , i feel kind of weird. weird not because i am jealous or what. weird cos i dun feel anything. last time i will feel sad how come he have i dun have. now i dun even bother to care. recently my M1 de workmate ask m u how long no gf. when i tell them almost 3 years liao. they think i am talking cock. Hahaha. i might be always looking at girls and i might appear like a pervert but i am really single for 3 years liao. and so far i am enjoying everysingle bits of my singlehood. times pass so fast (i have been repeating this sentence for many times liao). its not tt i do not want gf or what. but just tt no luck la. i have to be frank. bu it seems that ppl i like is either attached or does not like me. because all wanna be my best friends or be my bros. i not ready also. i need to settle alot of things. to all my friends who is attached. i really wish u all well. to me i will leave it to chance. no point i keep chasing and the aim keep running away from me. take for example. in IT show. i wanna know a girl. but appear that she attach le. no luck. no wonder my frens kee saying i always fall in love with the wrong person. Hahaha. cos i think i dam unlucky.

okies time to end the post for now. will post again on week end. to add on if u are reading this post now means that u are some one i really value and trust in my life. onl a selected few. i am not saying this is like big fuck or what. its just that. i valued what i currently have.