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Sunday, September 26, 2010 | 9/26/2010 10:57:00 AM
Hmm. got alot of things inside my heart best if i can release it here. its not i dun like to go out with a group. but there is some factor onyl this blog reader will know ba. first is i think tt going out will make me jealous. i understand he is out fren but i will still be jealous if u all stick so close. then this will leads to me being emo. which will make other ppl think that i am a emo kid. thus i decide to go out with out him . and the reason i did not ask her to come along is tt it will really be isolating him if i really left him out. but the fact is i did not really left him out also. cos there are other frens i did not call out also. actually i also feel that i go out in small group will be better also. because going out in the same group i know we will end up in amk hub for sure. thats why i decide to do something different like bowling and cycling. reason not calling her to come is she is working. at the end the barrage thing make them pissed off i think. i feel sad. i feel sad. but the thing is tt i feel sad not because of matt or what. i feel sad on how she treat me. its like i eat glass grow up. maybe she still moody or what. i dun need they all to take a stand. i also dun need they all to side me. just dun show me the face tt u all are showing me. because i dun think not asking him to come out is wrong also. the only thing i admit i am wrong is i should be more gentlemen cannot be jealous of fren. but too bad what done have been done. there no way to undo it. hope everything went well from now. bud is back hope tt she get well soon also. crazy bitch. lols. thursday is going to be a special event. ask for for so many times and she finally come out liao. alright cya all on the week end. |