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Thursday, September 09, 2010 | 9/09/2010 10:04:00 PM
Finally got time to write a serious post. Talk abt work first ba. work place have not been really a good place to be in this few week. ever eince the new system is up i dun think this is really a good place to work le. become more demanding. as alot of problem appear. cust will whack u here and there. after tt the ppl up there does not understand u also. keep asking for things which are so unreasonable. examplpe they expect u to talk and write. which i seriously cannot do it. i admit i cannot multi task. i doubt they have the abilities too. so pls stop all this stupid ideas la. and keep asking us to be fast how to be fast when the system is so fucked up. and the ppl walking around keep pressuring u. i still remember on monday or something i actually wanna go home le. because of the last call i stuck there. really emo and really make me angry. then yesterday new stun come out. what wave the fucking flag when u need help. in my heart i was shouting what the fuck dude? are we in some fucking primary sch or something. stupid idea always come from ppl who is not experiencing the first hand situation. next is abt all my frens have move on to do other thing i am still in inbound call team. sian de. ask for transfer they dun let me go. say they dun trust me. lame also. its now like i am going to do something stupid/ when i am not helping my fren dad tag some stupid promotion or calling in the fucking line to ask for something stupid. but nvm since they dun gif i also dun need also. enough abt the depressing work life. next is abt my feeling. this few month and week. made me realise what i really need. realise tt HS is actually not the 1 i need. maybe this section may not be intent for ppl to see. but i lazy to post in the other blog. cos i just shut the other blog down. reason being HS is too quiet for me liao. imagine i need some one to talk to but in the end she only tell u thing for the sake of saying. some more she really somking me which i dun like also. in fact is the other 1 that is helping me i am attracted to. love come really like a wind. this just start like tt. i just find her really good to talk with. at least we all have something to talk and i dun feel funny talking to her. in fact i feel more comfortable talking to her. but there have been some real issue here. 1) i think she treat me like a bro only 2) last time she used to have thing on with my workmate so if i go for her now is like not right. yes i know maybe is like what joe say is edwin not wating to commit. but i dunno if she will agree. 3) i dun wan because of this i will lost a fren. which i dun wan also. 4) i might not be the 1 she wan. some mroe she might think is because of HS then i go for her. i dun wan her to think like tt also. so many factor. but i think she is really going to be a good soulmate. soulmate cos i dun need lover what i need is soulmate. soulmate is a level higher then lover. nvm very complex so i dun think explaining here will help. i hope got flower can bloom. but i also dun hope this to be like a passing cloud. hard la. next is abt studies. study where? see how ba. sometimes i really need some1 to discuss and talk to. provide me with option. i mean yes i have bud with me. but bud might not always be free also. alright cya all when i come back from KL. |