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Friday, January 22, 2010 | 1/22/2010 09:59:00 PM
This post is specially to myself for me to look back how much i have grown and how i have to finish my this chapter in a beautiful note. And how i am going to start my chapter in my other phrase of my life. 1 year and 9 month ago at a rainy morning i was carry a very heavy heart taking a bus with my mum to Pasir Ris. As this date will make the start of my NS life. Was blaming NS cos disrupt my life all this. Well went throught the BMT there. and i start to love tekong life. Maybe because of the frens i get to know there. After that i was posted to Bedok camp after my BMT. Was thinking what was Guards. I heard Guards is very tough. after that i get to know i have to swim, Rep down a live Helicopter at ard 8 storey high. and lastly go through a course of gruelling stuff call GAC. i am amazed i did everything and eventually i end up in the mountain of Brunei. And everyday was raining and have to cross river that are infested with crocs. After tt was a change in our OC. Which is CPT LEW. We call him Tze Shun PaPa. LoL. Cos he really shower us with care and welfare. After that came Taiwan. Taiwan is the best oversea training i enjoyed the most. Cos there is civilian everywhere we go. The view is nice. However the once full section was reduce to a 3 man team after Taiwan. As Jowell got Fit and Azman was post out and Azree was injured. Went through Atec Stage 1. After that we were set to go for what we have been training for 1 years plus. The Atec stage 2 final test. We score a Recon 2A which is second in the test. Yesterday i just finsih my ORD parade and i am going to ORD in 2 to 3 weeks time. The feeling is abit funny. The JJ who is always complain is feeling sad that he is going to part with the frens already. NS really make me grow. alot of thing happen during my NS life Be it happy or unhappy and my fren are always there for me. I am really grateful. My army fren from BMT to my fren in my unit. Also my outside fren like Hui Wen and Eileen. Good things are never meant to last. Treasure the memories. This is a phrase i always hear. 1 year and 9 months ago this date really matter alot to me. However this date no longer matter. To all that gave me a memorable NS experience i like to say thanks. And to those that make me sad when i am serving NS i also like to say thanks. for making me grown up and not grumble over split milk but to move on and achieve greats things. Now moving on i will like to study and work at the same time. I think maybe i will be studying European Culinery Degree at IMI(Swiss). This is the plan for now. Hmm. And this is something i thats always inside my heart. Today i am going to write it down like a man. Everytime i look at that post make me think i am very stupid. Am i really like what the post say. I dun regret taking those step. Thanks you also. for making me grown up too. I used to wait for u. But i know this will nv come so i decide to gif up. I am no longer sad but at that time i am sad. How come it turn out this way. sad tt i did not manage to save it. Good bye the old me. Sorry if the new me is very cruel or what. but the fact is this world is ugly i just have to change to protect myself. However this does not mean i am as fake as u all. U all know who u are. Trying to fake away everyday of your life. Raini ty for always waking me up. Ty BUD for always helping me to stand out and fight for me. Ty my sister for always giving me sacarstic remark. To help me imporve. With this i should end my notes. Cya |