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Saturday, March 07, 2009 | 3/07/2009 04:58:00 PM
I am back from a hectic week. Life is still the old bring routine. However i am here to comment about something that have been boiling in my heart and feeling i have this few month. okies lets start abt the things that have been boiling in my mind. Is about the people in my camp. I find some of them very fake. as in their aim is just to make use of you only. on the surface they might be very good to you. but underhand u can really feel that there are just there to tap on your resource only. Is as if u are an oil feild and they are the oil rig they only suck u dried and move on to another field without saying thanks you. Its is okies if they have a sense of gratitute toward you. but very sadly they dun ever feel bad or appreciate your presence. This is just like a parasite feeding on you and it is not contributing anything to the society. I really hate this feeling. Just wanna tell them that. Fuck off pls. The other matter is something that just won't go away. My this issue have been quite long le but it still linger around my mind like chewing gum stick to the floor. I just cannot get the image away. What the heck is happening. It is like i already go ahead le but i am being pulled back to where i start. Must i really have that to make me move. Why am i feeling this way. What am i thinking. Not i know that it is impossible? Hmm the feeling is like being trap in the maze and u really have to find the way out yourself . When can i really untie this knot that have been in my heart. Who will help me untie when the one that have tie this knot have already left and move on........... Is this path i really want to take and walk for the rest of my life? This is another question. I am out of Delta force. i really wanna know what have i really done. |